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Cassette + Digital Album
Choke-Chain Collar's first demo, "masochist dilemma", burned to recycled cassettes. J-cards are randomized from two designs, & zerox'd for your pleasure :)
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baby, me and myself
we got a problem, I know
you see it in my eyes, it's true:
discipline, I long for it.
Discipline and pain I shall submit, to you.
When I look in your eyes,
it's not a problem no more.
You make me feel so pure, my queen:
Chain me to a fucking tree,
violate me and I shall be your devoted prey.
I will prove my discipline to you in time.
Come torture me when you're around.
(words & music by black sabbath)
what you get & what you see
ahh, things that don't come easily...
feeling happy in my pain,
icicles within my brain...
Something blowing in my head,
ahhhh winds of ice that soon shall spread -
down to freeze my very soul;
makes me happy makes me cold...
my eyes are blind but I can see -
the snowflakes glisten on the trees...
the sun no longer sets me free -
I feel the snowflakes freezing me!
Don't you think I know what I'm doing?
don't tell me what I'm doing is wrong -
you're the one that's really the loser!
This is where I feel I belong!
Let the winter sun shine on,
ahhh, let me feel the frost of dawn!
Build my dreams on flakes of snow:
Soon I'll feel the chilling glow...
come over,
I can give you lodging for the night -
your services
have preceded you into my heart...
Oh my sadistic love!
restrain me,
exact your violation on my flesh.
The code-word, shall be only when I'm spent & dead
Oh you merciless bitch...
come over, I can give you lodging for the night.
Come over - I can give you lodging for the night.
deep in my heart,
I have already seen my own death.
Pray, in your arms
you see the grace of pain unto my flesh.
Death no more will be my master.
Love alone will be my addiction.
If you will come, I shall take you;
& when you leave, I will feel fulfilled.
about
c.c.c. demo 1: "MASOCHIST DILEMMA"
credits
released April 1, 2024
drums, bass synth, vocals, & FX by demeter capsalis
produced & mixed to cassette by demeter capsalis in Necrofuzz Studio / Herndon, VA
mastered by Rev. Dr. Prof. Josh & Demeter Capsalis in the T.O.W. Records RV / Herndon, VA
all titles by c.c.c. except:
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